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Wednesday, March 22, 2006 i can't stand my mum. sigh. just can't stand living with her. she's a such perfectionist and i'm such so imperfect. well, i find nothing wrong with myself. yar, i'm lazy, dirty, messy, wadever. that's me, i live without thinking tomorrow, :/// somehow, i just like how the way my room is messy. its easier to take stuff. its not tt i dun like to be organised, i also love to see all my stuff arranged properly, but the thing is once its nicely arrange, i won't feel like destroying the whole thing, so i won't touch it again. get my point? so everytime when i found my stuff all arranged properly, i have the urge to go and mess everything up first before i decide i don't want to touch it. want to have a glimpse at my room?? here it go;  messy eh? haha. from my point of view, its not really eh, hey, i make an effort to make my bed every morning k. but if i did not i'll be killed by her. the thing abt today was that, i stayed at home the whole day, i didn't eat my lunch cos i can't find anything to eat so forget it lar. when she came home i said i'm hungry cos nothing to eat , she was like, then the spaghetti in the fridge leh? me- huh? in the fridge ah, i dunno. cannot find in the rice cooker just now. she say she told me, i say i didn't hear. ok, wadever, i finish it during dinner lar, but she keep preaching on it. then, she scolded me for, i didn't switch off the dvd player after watching. duh, i'm always liddat wad. after that was i din help with sweeping the floor. eh, excuse me? it was her that snatch the mop from me, and say i shld do it earlier, cos i'm damn slow. well, i know how freaking slow i am. i dun really meant to live in this society. i'm just so lazy. i can lie down there and wait for the sky to drop. these are all the reasons why i felt reluntant to be at home, apart from the quarrelling between them. sometimes i wondered, did my mum really gave birth to me? why am i so different from the whole family? sigh. {12:16:00 am}
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